alright so what even is it the tears well they helped they opened something up and here when that guy passsed out the way i handled it after welll i did it again and it worked half an hour later it dissappeard it doesnt last hours any more but the tears helped was i trying to yank that out? ill keep yanking yanking yanking till i get what i want im not ruthless per se i just fucking know what i need as proof. if you cant prove yourself then i guess its a time of moving on. ive been practicing moving on for many many years so im a goddamn pro so you better watch your back or ill move on from you too. thats probably not the healthiest but whatever words were exchanged i was honest how about this im ruthless to get what i need but ill baby you after, you know just as well im amazing at moving on and im amazing at babying you too its a good fire vs water maybe that the closest i can get to a balance right now.